Lovely Day Of November November 3, 2008
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ohh…
today is really lovely day to me..hehehe…
a little nervous facing the oral exam, but fortunately I can answer the question smoothly
and then today I got a call, I got a new job work now, really happy for that
and now I’m waiting for my internship too, I really happy now, not patient to wait the information internship which begin this november too with Boot Camp for 4 days. I really hope and want to join this internship for my future also
now I really believe that Sweet November is true, but I still don’t know, maybe this my luck huh…yeah whatever that I really thank you to the God and The TriRatana of Buddha, Dhamma and Sangha with their blessing I can approach this. I will always show to everyone the meaning of Metta (Love to everyone and everything)…BBU
Saturday Night November 2, 2008
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Saturday Night
saturday evening don’t go anywhere
and unable to fall asleep
watching the tv
constantly in a daze
almost drunk
closed my eyes
try not to think of you
but i could’nt stop myself
forgot how to stop the tears, from flowing
luckily no one saw, no one will say anything
late saturday night, i thought of you
nothing special, just memories
you let me be free, i’m very grateful
late saturday night, I… there will never be anybody who can
take your place
this is what regret tastes like keeping mee accompany always
everyday i’ll wear a smile but i’m unable to forget you
let me be free, i’m very grateful
saturday, I … yeah there will never be anybody who can take your place
right now I was thinking about my heart
there is something different than before, is it her??
lyric “Saturday Night” above was translated into english and show what my feelings right now after what happens to me yesterday at 1st November
I hope I can make her understand
I have ever heard word “Sweet November” and ever watched the film too, and I really believed it now. November is the Sweet November, there is no called sweet other months.
Mary Says November 2, 2008
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How long has it been since i held you near?
How long will it be till i have you right here?
You say that hurts i cant disagree
But how can i hold on to someone who’s leaving me?
And mary says she’s gonna be ok
She tells me things are getting busier these days
And mary says she’s gonna be alright
You know how much i miss her in my life
Goodbye yesterday i see my dreams walking away
And Mary looks just like she did before
Except she dont, she dont love me anymore
I could shake your hand or I could kiss you goodbyes
But i just might break down looking in you brown eyes
So what happens next
Do i listen to my mind or heart?
I dont know where to start feeling again…
Friends October 17, 2008
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Friends…
What is Friends???
If I think about friends, I remember my friends exactly called my division or team at my first company I have ever worked. Truthly, I really love them all because they are really friendly, easy going to me. More than one month we worked, hang out, feel sad, happy, laughing together, really give me memories that I won’t forget entire life.
But, work at this company needs motivation, desire and interest to do it. More than one month I can’t give any contribution to my Manager and also my Business Manager. I really apologize to them. Maybe I am not match with this work or anything I don’t know so I did not go to the office, beside that I already start college again, so don’t have time. I really thank you to all my friends partner in this division especially to Business Manager and Managers have taught me everything, and I still remembered all everything that already taught to me.
I really nostalgic to the office, want to see the office especially all my friends in the division. I want to hang out again with them but I feel something different now. Because I never go to the office without a resignment letter or news, there is a roadblock that blocking me so I feel unwilling to them. I also want apologize to Managers especially my manager and Business Manager of my rudeness.
I hope when the condition and time is right, we can go hang out together again… See u..I will wait that day.
Situation, Condition and Time October 17, 2008
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there so many things I plan, think, and do for my life entire day every day every hour, even every minute
I don’t know from which one I have to say
from now on, I must start constructing my future, like a puzzle, from my study at college, my activities at some social organization, my friends, even my own financial also
really this is really like a pain, feel like I have to lift a big rock in my shoulder. from inside me say that I have to face it and stand against it. sometimes I can’t take much more, want to take down that rock and leave it. but if I leave it how about my future, my parents, my brother and my sister. I don’t want to give anything heavy to them, I don’t want depend on them anymore, now the time I must live my own survive.
this year really different from previous year. This year, I start my live bring that rock everyday, I really hope day after day will become lighter and lighter.
Maybe because of this, my personal changed a bit and make some my friends were hurt. I really feel sorry for that, I want to keep our friendship tightly but the condition, situation and time are not right. Again, I want to apologize to all my friends if I make you were hurt because of my personal right now or before.
Thank You all my friends…
Mandy September 30, 2008
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I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into
Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy
Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy
I’m standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy
Yesterday’s a dream I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy
You came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you…
Oh Mandy won’t you listen to what I’ve got to say
Oh Mandy don’t you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won’t you listen to what I’ve got to say
And I need you today, oh Mandy
AkhIrnya Lewat JuGa… September 14, 2008
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fiuhh….
akhirnya ujian kenaikan tingkat sabuk karate dapat kulewatiii…hohooho…
g telah bertekad dan berjanji untuk habis2an berusaha keluarkan semua kemampuan yang ada supaya dapat pelajaran berharga dalam ujian ini..
ya hasil nya msh belum tau naik ke tingkat apa, kemungkinan besar sabuk biru-strip klo kuning (kyknya seh gak mungkin naik 2 tingkat lagi)….
tapi dlm ujian ini byk pelajaran teknik2 yg didapat serta badan pegel-pegel, tangan luka2 krn push up yang banyakk..(perih T_T) hahaha….
satu hal yang g sadari, skrg stamina g lebih bertambah menghadapi ujian kali ini dibandingkan sebelum nya saat g ujian kenaikan wkt sabuk putih.
udah mulai harus dibiasakan karena memang inilah yang harus kuhadapi untk selanjutnya…hohohoho….
MissiOn: Tamesiwari 3 Selkon CoMpleteD SuCCess August 10, 2008
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Senangnya…
HappY ConFidence…
Akhirnya bisa ikut demo dan bisa tamesiwari 3 selkon wkt expo POM gelombang II
hehehe…karena kemaren2 mau ikut demo selalu ada aja kena halangan jadi gak bisa ikut padahal dah dipersiapin.
awalnya gilaa grogi banget karena ini first time demo dan tamesiwari, takutnya tamesiwari 3 selkon gak pecah kan gilaaa, apa kata dunia??? hahahaha…
Ya udh, berusaha PD dan yakin aja (dibilang dari senpai2 yg pernah)dan keluarin smua kekuatan di tangan sambil teriak…
Prakkk….pecah juga 3 Selkon…
sekejap langsung merasa PD bgt bisa pecahin dan penonton pun terkagum2..hehehe…
tapi….
setelah itu, tangan ciuttt2…ngiluu2…abis pecahin 3 selkon…hahahah…
tapi no problem, untung tangan nya gak salah mendarat di selkon jadi gak ada cedera apapun, paling luka kegesek selkon aja…
Next Mission: 4 Selkon..hehehe…FIGHTING!!!!..
Cia Yoo…
"Work Hard and The World Will Belong to You"
–CoNFuSeD–30/07/2008 July 30, 2008
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Hidup tanpa tantangan atau masalah memang akan terasa membosankan, ibarat kata makan nasi tanpa sayur.
Hari ini tepatnya 30/07/2008 awalnya tampak seperti biasa saja namun sedikit menjelang siang dimana saat sedang ngopi + pisang keju di warung heroy mendengarkan berita cukup buruk dan membuatku cukup kaget sehingga pun mencoba mencari informasi lebih dalam lagi. Setelah mendapatkan info-info lainnya yang cukup akurat membuatku tercengang dan langsung bimbang atas apa yang saya lakukan selama ini.
Bingung apa yang harus aku lakukan saat ini, apakah selama ini saya berada pada posisi benar ataukah justru berada di posisi yang salah. Sekarang yang dapat dilakukan adalah kembali menggali informasi lainnya dan menunggu….entah sampai kapan.
Walau sedang bimbang dan bingung, saya tetap berusaha mencari kesenangan untuk dapat melupakan sejenak hal ini, saya ikut pergi bersama teman-teman saya jalan2 ke Grand Indonesia.
Perjalanan yang cukup jauh dan setibanya disana pun tercengang melihat tempat, dan seiisi mall karena harga barang nya rata2…. –" (walau masih ada yang sedikit wajar) karena sebelumnya tidak pernah kesini, tempat nya orang2 kaya shopping.
Disana akhirnya keliling2 ke berbagai tempat dari Plaza Indonesia, EX, Seibu,dll..
Ya walaupun tidak membeli apapun disana tapi setidak nya saya cukup senang dan terhibur disana serta tahu ada tempat seperti ini (sekali2 seolah-olah menjadi orang kaya hahahaha…), melupakan sejenak masalah (walau tidak sepenuhnya lupa…>.<")
Biasa jalannya selalu ke TA, CL,dll mpe bosen juga liatnya hahahaha….
Semoga besok dan kedepannya saya segera bisa mendapatkan informasi yang jelas dan akurat untuk saya mengambil keputusan menyelesaikan masalah.
Keep Fighting!!! "Work Hard and The World will Belong to You"
YoU’re mY EvErYthiNg July 26, 2008
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You’re a falling star, You’re the get away car.
You’re the line in the sand when I go too far.
You’re the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You’re the perfect thing to say.
And you play your card, but it’s kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don’t pretend, that you don’t know it’s true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re a carousel, you’re a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You’re a mystery, you’re from outer space,
You’re every minute of my everyday.
And I can’t believe, uh that I’m your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we’ll see it through,
And you know that’s what our love can do.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re every song, and I sing along.
Cause you’re my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
